Dedicated to Yascha and Kitty.

In loving memory also to my dear Pascha, aged 9 when he was nearly killed in a car accident, but came back to our house by night while I was sleeping. In the early morning it was almost too late to help him. We took him to Hospital and the operation actually went out good. But as he was lying so long with his innerly injuries the night bevor, his heart got weaker and weaker. After a cardiac arrest they were able to resuscitate him and asked what to do when it would happen again. "How often can you get him back? " I asked desparetely. "There is always a reason when a heart stops beating", the doctor said and I will always remember these words. My beloved Pascha died the same evening. This happened 3 years ago. Since that night I cannot really sleep. Maybe he wouldn't have died if I hadn't slept and found him sooner.

In loving memory also to my dear Pascha, aged 9 when he was nearly killed in a car accident, but came back to our house by night while I was sleeping. In the early morning it was almost too late to help him. We took him to Hospital and the operation actually went out good. But as he was lying so long with his innerly injuries the night bevor, his heart got weaker and weaker. After a cardiac arrest they were able to resuscitate him and asked what to do when it would happen again. "How often can you get him back? " I asked desparetely. "There is always a reason when a heart stops beating", the doctor said and I will always remember these words. My beloved Pascha died the same evening. This happened 3 years ago. Since that night I cannot really sleep. Maybe he wouldn't have died if I hadn't slept and found him sooner.